Friday, March 11, 2016

Past and Present

Things I used to take for granted:
  • Not getting very bad colds every couple of months
  • Cuts healing quickly
  • Being able to stand for hours in a day
  • Having the energy to be social
  • Having strong fingernails
  • Being able to keep my house clean
  • Having the mental clarity to study deep topics
  • Not getting distracted easily 

Things I used to not understand:
  • Relating with people who have to limit what they eat
  • Understanding when people discuss chemotherapy
  • The loneliness that comes will long-term illness
  • Socially awkward situations when others seem to care very much about things that do not matter at all to me anymore, because they are small and really don't matter
  • The pain of wanting with all my heart to be able to do something for my child, but being physically unable to do it
  • Gratitude for others' willingness to step up and help
  • Love for a child who works hard to help her sisters when I am unable
  • The physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual enabling power of the Atonement, which strengthens me to do the things God wants/needs me to do to build his kingdom
  • The healing power of children singing sacred music